開過個xanga....just want to renew my life!!!...以前個xanga仲有一個月到就一年.....為邊個開...已經唔重要.....都無人care...淨係記得o個陣係我咁大個女最開心ge日子....想記低佢就開左啦....跟住今日ge我將以前ge回憶逐篇逐篇delete....係心痛...有開心有唔開心....記載住好多野...但係我都唔知點解我忍心咁做....今次開過...is because of something happened..i don't want to say it out...n i don't know how to say it out.....just want to start again!...don't ask me anything....n please don't worry about me...ok?......仲有兩日就考試...講真..真係未用心去溫過.....今次我完全concertate唔到...都無power去push我咁做......個心好驚...見個個都咁努力....但係就係無辦法去開始.....點解會咁....?hidy真係唔知去左邊...頹廢頹廢頹廢.....唯一ge醫生係我自己...我知..但我唔識起返身.....一路越跌越低....淨係希望可以靠以前ge記憶同有聽少少書返黎ge成果去考.....會考得無咁差....好想快d考完.....去做我鍾意做ge野...咩都唔諗......我想一路訓...訓..訓...咩都唔去諗!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for janet...i can't start it again with a good begining...my first entry is for bad things..just like my life...still rainy...still cloudy!..don't diappointed about me...please support me!..n i need u....i just can say really sorry~